• Book Club For Introverts,  Book Reviews

    Bitter Orange: a book review

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    The all-seeing eye. What has it seen? Nothing as interesting as the things I saw through the judas hole at Lyntons. But of course, the difference is privacy. The other women will complain and shout about being looked at without warning. But I think it is better to know when someone is watching rather than to live your life under an invisible gaze. Claire Fuller, Bitter Orange

    ✂️✂️✂️✂️✂️/5

    Is it possible to be reading and tread into psychological thriller waters without realizing such until you are immersed? Beautiful writing, rich imagery, a socially awkward woman, and a charismatic yet odd couple living in an old house with a history of its own make for an interesting plot. But the relationship dynamics of this trio were only the beginning.

    Told from Frances’ perspective as an old, dying woman with a failing memory, the reader is forced early on to decide if Frances is a reliable narrator. I decided she was because while her mind was fading, memories and the recounting of them are never 100% accurate. This turned out to be a common thread throughout the story.

    Frances is a 39-year-old woman who has little experience in the world. She spent most of her adult years isolated while caring for her ill mother. Throughout the book you get glimpses into their relationship and it does not appear to be a healthy one.

    Set in 1969, Frances’ mother has passed away and she takes a summer job at a crumbling British home. Her task: inventory the garden architecture and report back to the new owner, an American. Initially she believes she is alone in the house. And then she discovers Peter and Cara living below her.

    Peter has been hired to inventory the house belongings and Cara has traveled with him. Cara has a magnetic personality which often crosses into the outrageous. Frances begins to develop a friendship with the couple and appears to finally be experiencing the world.

    Remember the judas hole? Frances finds one in her floor that looks down into Peter and Cara’s bathroom. Between her stolen observations, afternoon picnics, and alcohol fueled dinners with the couple, she becomes obsessed.

    Cara has wild stories, Peter has contradictory versions, and Frances is haunted by her former life of isolation. The smartly dispersed psychological twists, sometimes only a sentence, make this book come to life. Multiple times I found myself stopping with a wait, what??

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    I enjoy unreliable narrators but rarely have I seen them written as well as Fuller does in this book. Combine that with the imagery, the detailed descriptions of the house and property, the character development, and the writing style – you have a unique and well crafted story. Fuller is a very talented writer and I’m looking forward to reading her other books soon.

    Because this plot shifts from present to past, there were a few times I missed the transition and had to reread to find my place in time. Or maybe that was the bourbon reading. This and a few loose ends were my only small annoyances with Bitter Orange.

    Who would I recommend this book to? Anyone who enjoys a well written book with unreliable narration and great plot twists. If you enjoyed Something in the Water, Where the Crawdads Sing, or Behind Her Eyes you will most likely enjoy Bitter Orange.

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    This book, about an introvert, was our Book Club for Introverts first pick. Our group is on Goodreads and is open to anyone. It was fun to read something shocking or surprising and then discuss it real-time in the chapter discussion threads. Almost like calling a friend but without the talking because, introverts.

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    Our book selection for December is Nine Perfect Strangers by Liane Moriarty and we would love to have you join us. Look for my Instagram post soon where I’m giving away a copy of the book to two lucky book club members!

  • ARC's,  Book Reviews,  Bookish

    Hope and Other Superpowers: a book review

    ✂️✂️✂️✂️✂️/5

    A book about superheroes, our current political landscape, and hope? And they go together all in one book?

    Yep.

    I have followed the author, John Pavlovitz since 2016, shortly after Trump was elected. He popped up in my Facebook feed and I headed to his blog to read more. He is viewed as polarizing pastor in some circles but oddly enough, it’s primarily the church circles who view him as such.

    So, a book review about politics, religion and a polarizing pastor? This should go well.

    It will. I promise. Because this book is about hope and I don’t know a single person, in the church or out of the church, who doesn’t need hope. I know I do.

    And did I mention superheroes? He uses all the well known superheroes to beautifully illustrate the points of his book. I’m a sucker for superheroes so I was hooked.

    What this book boils down to is how we treat each other and how we inspire and give hope to others. That issue is something that has been on my mind a lot lately, and really, the past several years.

    John gave an example of watching coverage of Hurricane Harvey and rescue after rescue – others helping others without a care as to what their political views were, what church they attended or didn’t attend, their race, or whether they were legal citizens or not.

    That was eye opening to me because he was right; I watched the same footage and I never wondered if the woman stranded in her home voted for Trump or Clinton.

    I would be lying if I said that my heart doesn’t hurt for how our president treats others or that I can support that behavior just because he is our president. I can’t look past it in favor of policy. But at the same time, I can’t directly influence a change in him either and that realization has been deeply dividing for our country.

    This book helped me to refocus.

    He wrote about activism; a word that scares a lot of people. But it’s really not frightening at all when it ends up as simply looking to help those who have been marginalized in your own community. I don’t have to 100% agree with someone to be kind and helpful.

    I don’t even agree with the author on every point but I took from the book what I needed for my heart, for my life. And that’s the approach I’m going to start taking on a daily basis. It’s hard to be angry and despondent when you are focused on helping others.

    From a writing perspective, John is a great writer. He is passionate and he has a way of conveying his passion through examples, like the Hurricane Harvey passage, and of course the superheroes.

    This was a fairly quick read and left me feeling better than I did before I started the book. I am still thinking about what he wrote and that is typically a sign of a good book – if it sticks with you after you turn the final page.

    Who would I recommend this book to? Anyone in need of hope; especially the weary and the hurting. And please don’t let the pastor thing scare you off. This book was written for everyone and quite possibly more for those who have been hurt and turned away by the traditional church.

    This book is available on November 6th which just happens to be Election Day. Well played, John Pavlovitz. Because no matter how the results come in, hope is still needed whether you are red or blue.

    Thank you to NetGalley and the publisher, Simon & Schuster, for the advanced reader’s copy. I received this ebook for free in exchange for my honest opinion.

  • Bookish,  Lists,  Recommendations,  Writing

    5 Star Recommendations

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    What makes a book a 5 star book for you?

    My criteria includes:

    • Characters that are interesting, endearing, or so good at being so evil.
    • Writing that is sound and has a clear voice.
    • Imagery. This is a big one for me. If I can hear it, taste it, see it, smell it, or touch it, I’m probably going to be your biggest fan.
    • Relatable. Even if I’m not a Crazy Rich Asian; if there are elements I can relate to, I will find this kind of book enjoyable.
    • Powerful and compelling. Do the characters and story stick with me days/weeks after finishing the book?

    Here are five of my favorite 5 star books from 2018… in no particular order:

        1. A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara – One character: Jude. Remember those books and characters that stick with you? I still think about Jude almost six months later.
        1. Where the Crawdads Sing by Delia Owens – Imagery set this book a part from other coming of age novels. I could hear, smell, see, and taste the marsh air when I listened to this audiobook.
        1. The Rules of Magic by Alice Hoffman- I found myself so interested in each character; their likes, dislike, quirks, and faults. You know it’s a good character when even their faults are appealing.
        1. What Alice Forgot by Liane Moriarty – Alice, the main character, had such a strong voice and inner dialogue. And that is despite losing her memory in the book.
        1. Erotic Stories for Punjabi Widows by Balli Kaur Jaswal – I am not a Punjabi widow but I found this book to be so relatable. Reading a book about a community of women gaining their collective voice despite old beliefs and opposition reminds me very much of where we are in 2018 with #metoo and #believesurvivors. There is power in community; especially a community of women supporting other women

    I’m curious, because all readers are different, what are some of your favorite five-star books?

     

  • Book Reviews,  Bookish

    The Incendiaries: a book review

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    ✂️✂️✂️✂️✂️/5 “The Incendiaries” – R. O. Kwon

    “I ate pain. I swilled tears. If I could take enough in, I’d have no space left to fit my own” – Phoebe

    This book was stunning. The writing was almost lyrical in how the author, R. O. Kwon, turned even the shortest phrase into a meaningful sentence.

    There was a lot of hype around the release of this book and it turned out to be well deserved. This book was 10 years in the making and after reading this article the author’s meticulous writing style made even more sense.

    There were three points of view told in this book, primarily through the eyes of one narrator, Will.  Sometimes it felt as if there was no narrator; just information provided. It was an interesting approach to tell a story and it worked well. The book starts at the end of the story which can be risky if the reader doesn’t like the ending. But Kwon pulls you in with just enough detail and quickly cuts back the past.

    Will is a Bible college drop out who lost his faith and transferred to an elite east coast university. He comes from a financially unstable family with a mentally ill mother and a father who left them. To keep up with his wealthy friends he lies about his own family and background while starving and subsisting on stolen apples from the school cafeteria. He secretly works as a waiter at a high-end restaurant and barely makes enough to help his mother and scrape by himself.

    Phoebe is a classically trained piano prodigy who lost her mother in a car accident. Her estranged father/evangelical mega-church pastor steps in to care for her the last several months of high school until she leaves for college. She is smart with a  magnetic personality and Will falls for her after meeting at a party.

    John Leal is the leader of a group, a.k.a cult. He returns to his former college town after a questionable story of being kidnapped and held in a North Korean prison. It is there that he sees unspeakable acts against other prisoners that haunt him. When he is released he undergoes a spiritual awakening of some sort which involves him no longer wearing shoes. He already sounds like a cult leader doesn’t he?

    Phoebe is targeted by John as a potential member of his new group and she gets sucked in despite Will’s misgivings with religion and even deeper issues with John and his real agenda.

    John has extreme views around abortion and those clinics become a target of his group. From there Phoebe and Will’s relationship is put in jeopardy as Phoebe is caught between charismatic John and her boyfriend Will. Multiple acts of violence occur and Will’s world as he knows it, falls apart.

    The author does a fantastic job of telling the story while leaving bits and pieces up to the reader to think on and resolve. Most often, plots like this leave me frustrated but that was not the case here at all. For example: a protagonist makes the shift to antagonist and in the end are they all antagonists or just deeply flawed and hurting humans? I enjoyed being able to draw my own conclusions and decide for myself.

    This book was a fast read but packed with the issues of religion, abortion, sexual assault, suicide, and violent extremism. It’s interesting to think about how much has changed in our world in the 10 years it took to write this book yet it still managed to be completely relevant for today.

    I found the writing sharp and the unusual character development makes this book unique. Much was left up to the imagination of the reader and two-dimensional characters became three-dimensional based on personal life experiences. I found myself identifying with both Will and Phoebe. But not John… thank you very much.

    Who would I recommend this book to? Anyone who enjoys good writing and a plot told from an interesting perspective. But please be aware of the issues that I listed above as some of it may be upsetting, especially to those who have personally experienced trauma.

    This was Kwon’s debut novel and I am looking forward to reading more of her work!

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